Everyone thinks I take pictures because I love it. Because I'm vain. Because I want to show off. Because I'm a camera whore. Because I want to model

I really take them because I'm afraid.

Afraid I won't remember any of this

Afraid I'll forget who I was at this point in time.

Afraid I'll be forgotten.

I'm afraid I'll forget who I was with you in my life.

Afraid you will forget me


To remind me of who I was, who I am, who I want to be.

I look at that photo and see my smile and know at that moment I was thinking about you. I was smiling about you. In that moment you had made blissful. That moment caught forever. When I was happy with you.. When we were happy together. Even if what's left in that photo is all we'll ever have.